A place to blow off some steam and post about gaming/life.
Is there anyone on this earth who likes me? I have just ended a friendship with a guy I’ve known for almost 10 years because he thinks I’m selfish. He used to come round to my house every other day when he had no job or no girlfriend. I always welcomed him and put up with his fucking lies and stealing. I honestly think I’m better off without him but I’m left thinking to myself… I don’t have ANY friends. The only time I interact with humans is at work. That’s 25 hours in a week. The rest I’m sat at home. I have never had many friends but fuck me. Am I that insufferable? A couple of weeks ago I stupidly bought some pills with the intention of overdosing. Would it kill me? Probably not? Is it for attention? No. I feel fucking miserable and depressed every second of the day. I am at a loss as to what to do with my life. What the fuck can I do? 😞
I want nothing more than to be happy.
can I just be happy
EVERY. SINGLE. DAY of the past three months has been spent in utter misery 😞 there isn’t gradual improvement. If anything it gets worse. I cannot fucking cry to save my life and it is eating me from the inside but enough bout me hows u